Stuck

I've been wanting to write for this thing for a while but my thoughts wont settle down to make sense of what the world has been like around me. My journal entries for the past week have been about 6 pages long, but then I get on here and I'm silent. I've wanted my words to breathe on here. I've wanted the reader and myself to look back and have this long exhale after we're done reading. And while exhaling we both think together, "Gosh, God is so good." From brain to pen to paper I can do this. But here, I'm just stuck.

I'm learning so much right now about myself and the amazing God I am blessed to know and serve. He is moving. His Spirit dwells in me and it is moving. He is stirring my emotions, creating new romances, building new lives in His name and for His glory. He is alive and He lives in me.

And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Counselor

to be with you forever - the Spirit of Truth.

The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him.

But you know him,

for he lives with you and will be (and is) in you.

John 14: 16-17

I don't know how to take that in. I cannot wrap my mind around this. The God of the Universe lives in me. The verse "I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" (Philippians 4:13) sticks so much harder now.

He is jealous for me - Deuteronomy 4:24

He will fight for me - Exodous 14:14

I want to be more thankful for this. I want to be more aware of this. I want to do something with this.